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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

In a relationship & It's complicated.

It's been 3 years, 4 months, 18 days and I've never been discomfited this MUCH.


Okay, here's the thing. Have you ever been so in love that you feel so delighted & you've wanted to burst your feelings out? Or have you ever been so dolorous but you still opted to be with the same person? Then, let's put it this way.


Have you ever sacrificed much that you have to opt between him and your best-old-unforgettable-friends and yet you have chosen him over them? Well this may sound very ordinary to those women who are undyingly inlove with their man. Mine? It's somehow like but a little diverse and yes, I don't need to blab all the particulars here. I still want to keep it in private though.


And as I continue, I've never been so into a guy this much (Ehem, I've been there, but wait, I guess it's a different thing, Ha! Crap, Idk. LMAO) until something happened. It was like an ordinary, familliar scenario that changed almost everything. . No, No, No, it's not something to do with third parties, so college. Ha! But we've been there though.


And the point is .. Seesh! I'm so random here, but anyways, it hurts me a lot that I have to be unsure of my feelings.  I really hate this but I don't have a choice. I just feel this way. 


 I hate the way he makes me hate him really. 


But better or worse, life goes on. 



I'ma update you all,
k.i.s.s.

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